Chapter 2
II.
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II.
The Little Shop-Window
It still lacked half an hour of sunrise, when Miss Hepzibah Pyncheon—we
will not say awoke, it being doubtful whether the poor lady had so much
as closed her eyes during the brief night of midsummer—but, at all
events, arose from her solitary pillow, and began what it would be
mockery to term the adornment of her person. Far from us be the
indecorum of assisting, even in imagination, at a maiden lady’s toilet!
Our story must therefore await Miss Hepzibah at the threshold of her
chamber; only presuming, meanwhile, to note some of the heavy sighs
that labored from her bosom, with little restraint as to their
lugubrious depth and volume of sound, inasmuch as they could be audible
to nobody save a disembodied listener like ourself. The Old Maid was
alone in the old house. Alone, except for a certain respectable and
orderly young man, an artist in the daguerreotype line, who, for about
three months back, had been a lodger in a remote gable,—quite a house
by itself, indeed,—with locks, bolts, and oaken bars on all the
intervening doors. Inaudible, consequently, were poor Miss Hepzibah’s
gusty sighs. Inaudible the creaking joints of her stiffened knees, as
she knelt down by the bedside. And inaudible, too, by mortal ear, but
heard with all-comprehending love and pity in the farthest heaven, that
almost agony of prayer—now whispered, now a groan, now a struggling
silence—wherewith she besought the Divine assistance through the day!
Evidently, this is to be a day of more than ordinary trial to Miss
Hepzibah, who, for above a quarter of a century gone by, has dwelt in
strict seclusion, taking no part in the business of life, and just as
little in its intercourse and pleasures. Not with such fervor prays the
torpid recluse, looking forward to the cold, sunless, stagnant calm of
a day that is to be like innumerable yesterdays.
The maiden lady’s devotions are concluded. Will she now issue forth
over the threshold of our story? Not yet, by many moments. First, every
drawer in the tall, old-fashioned bureau is to be opened, with
difficulty, and with a succession of spasmodic jerks then, all must
close again, with the same fidgety reluctance. There is a rustling of
stiff silks; a tread of backward and forward footsteps to and fro
across the chamber. We suspect Miss Hepzibah, moreover, of taking a
step upward into a chair, in order to give heedful regard to her
appearance on all sides, and at full length, in the oval, dingy-framed
toilet-glass, that hangs above her table. Truly! well, indeed! who
would have thought it! Is all this precious time to be lavished on the
matutinal repair and beautifying of an elderly person, who never goes
abroad, whom nobody ever visits, and from whom, when she shall have
done her utmost, it were the best charity to turn one’s eyes another
way?
Now she is almost ready. Let us pardon her one other pause; for it is
given to the sole sentiment, or, we might better say,—heightened and
rendered intense, as it has been, by sorrow and seclusion,—to the
strong passion of her life. We heard the turning of a key in a small
lock; she has opened a secret drawer of an escritoire, and is probably
looking at a certain miniature, done in Malbone’s most perfect style,
and representing a face worthy of no less delicate a pencil. It was
once our good fortune to see this picture. It is a likeness of a young
man, in a silken dressing-gown of an old fashion, the soft richness of
which is well adapted to the countenance of reverie, with its full,
tender lips, and beautiful eyes, that seem to indicate not so much
capacity of thought, as gentle and voluptuous emotion. Of the possessor
of such features we shall have a right to ask nothing, except that he
would take the rude world easily, and make himself happy in it. Can it
have been an early lover of Miss Hepzibah? No; she never had a
lover—poor thing, how could she?—nor ever knew, by her own experience,
what love technically means. And yet, her undying faith and trust, her
fresh remembrance, and continual devotedness towards the original of
that miniature, have been the only substance for her heart to feed
upon.
She seems to have put aside the miniature, and is standing again before
the toilet-glass. There are tears to be wiped off. A few more footsteps
to and fro; and here, at last,—with another pitiful sigh, like a gust
of chill, damp wind out of a long-closed vault, the door of which has
accidentally been set, ajar—here comes Miss Hepzibah Pyncheon! Forth
she steps into the dusky, time-darkened passage; a tall figure, clad in
black silk, with a long and shrunken waist, feeling her way towards the
stairs like a near-sighted person, as in truth she is.
The sun, meanwhile, if not already above the horizon, was ascending
nearer and nearer to its verge. A few clouds, floating high upward,
caught some of the earliest light, and threw down its golden gleam on
the windows of all the houses in the street, not forgetting the House
of the Seven Gables, which—many such sunrises as it had
witnessed—looked cheerfully at the present one. The reflected radiance
served to show, pretty distinctly, the aspect and arrangement of the
room which Hepzibah entered, after descending the stairs. It was a
low-studded room, with a beam across the ceiling, panelled with dark
wood, and having a large chimney-piece, set round with pictured tiles,
but now closed by an iron fire-board, through which ran the funnel of a
modern stove. There was a carpet on the floor, originally of rich
texture, but so worn and faded in these latter years that its once
brilliant figure had quite vanished into one indistinguishable hue. In
the way of furniture, there were two tables: one, constructed with
perplexing intricacy and exhibiting as many feet as a centipede; the
other, most delicately wrought, with four long and slender legs, so
apparently frail that it was almost incredible what a length of time
the ancient tea-table had stood upon them. Half a dozen chairs stood
about the room, straight and stiff, and so ingeniously contrived for
the discomfort of the human person that they were irksome even to
sight, and conveyed the ugliest possible idea of the state of society
to which they could have been adapted. One exception there was,
however, in a very antique elbow-chair, with a high back, carved
elaborately in oak, and a roomy depth within its arms, that made up, by
its spacious comprehensiveness, for the lack of any of those artistic
curves which abound in a modern chair.
As for ornamental articles of furniture, we recollect but two, if such
they may be called. One was a map of the Pyncheon territory at the
eastward, not engraved, but the handiwork of some skilful old
draughtsman, and grotesquely illuminated with pictures of Indians and
wild beasts, among which was seen a lion; the natural history of the
region being as little known as its geography, which was put down most
fantastically awry. The other adornment was the portrait of old Colonel
Pyncheon, at two thirds length, representing the stern features of a
Puritanic-looking personage, in a skull-cap, with a laced band and a
grizzly beard; holding a Bible with one hand, and in the other
uplifting an iron sword-hilt. The latter object, being more
successfully depicted by the artist, stood out in far greater
prominence than the sacred volume. Face to face with this picture, on
entering the apartment, Miss Hepzibah Pyncheon came to a pause;
regarding it with a singular scowl, a strange contortion of the brow,
which, by people who did not know her, would probably have been
interpreted as an expression of bitter anger and ill-will. But it was
no such thing. She, in fact, felt a reverence for the pictured visage,
of which only a far-descended and time-stricken virgin could be
susceptible; and this forbidding scowl was the innocent result of her
near-sightedness, and an effort so to concentrate her powers of vision
as to substitute a firm outline of the object instead of a vague one.
We must linger a moment on this unfortunate expression of poor
Hepzibah’s brow. Her scowl,—as the world, or such part of it as
sometimes caught a transitory glimpse of her at the window, wickedly
persisted in calling it,—her scowl had done Miss Hepzibah a very ill
office, in establishing her character as an ill-tempered old maid; nor
does it appear improbable that, by often gazing at herself in a dim
looking-glass, and perpetually encountering her own frown with its
ghostly sphere, she had been led to interpret the expression almost as
unjustly as the world did. “How miserably cross I look!” she must often
have whispered to herself; and ultimately have fancied herself so, by a
sense of inevitable doom. But her heart never frowned. It was naturally
tender, sensitive, and full of little tremors and palpitations; all of
which weaknesses it retained, while her visage was growing so
perversely stern, and even fierce. Nor had Hepzibah ever any hardihood,
except what came from the very warmest nook in her affections.
All this time, however, we are loitering faintheartedly on the
threshold of our story. In very truth, we have an invincible reluctance
to disclose what Miss Hepzibah Pyncheon was about to do.
It has already been observed, that, in the basement story of the gable
fronting on the street, an unworthy ancestor, nearly a century ago, had
fitted up a shop. Ever since the old gentleman retired from trade, and
fell asleep under his coffin-lid, not only the shop-door, but the inner
arrangements, had been suffered to remain unchanged; while the dust of
ages gathered inch-deep over the shelves and counter, and partly filled
an old pair of scales, as if it were of value enough to be weighed. It
treasured itself up, too, in the half-open till, where there still
lingered a base sixpence, worth neither more nor less than the
hereditary pride which had here been put to shame. Such had been the
state and condition of the little shop in old Hepzibah’s childhood,
when she and her brother used to play at hide-and-seek in its forsaken
precincts. So it had remained, until within a few days past.
But now, though the shop-window was still closely curtained from the
public gaze, a remarkable change had taken place in its interior. The
rich and heavy festoons of cobweb, which it had cost a long ancestral
succession of spiders their life’s labor to spin and weave, had been
carefully brushed away from the ceiling. The counter, shelves, and
floor had all been scoured, and the latter was overstrewn with fresh
blue sand. The brown scales, too, had evidently undergone rigid
discipline, in an unavailing effort to rub off the rust, which, alas!
had eaten through and through their substance. Neither was the little
old shop any longer empty of merchantable goods. A curious eye,
privileged to take an account of stock and investigate behind the
counter, would have discovered a barrel, yea, two or three barrels and
half ditto,—one containing flour, another apples, and a third, perhaps,
Indian meal. There was likewise a square box of pine-wood, full of soap
in bars; also, another of the same size, in which were tallow candles,
ten to the pound. A small stock of brown sugar, some white beans and
split peas, and a few other commodities of low price, and such as are
constantly in demand, made up the bulkier portion of the merchandise.
It might have been taken for a ghostly or phantasmagoric reflection of
the old shop-keeper Pyncheon’s shabbily provided shelves, save that
some of the articles were of a description and outward form which could
hardly have been known in his day. For instance, there was a glass
pickle-jar, filled with fragments of Gibraltar rock; not, indeed,
splinters of the veritable stone foundation of the famous fortress, but
bits of delectable candy, neatly done up in white paper. Jim Crow,
moreover, was seen executing his world-renowned dance, in gingerbread.
A party of leaden dragoons were galloping along one of the shelves, in
equipments and uniform of modern cut; and there were some sugar
figures, with no strong resemblance to the humanity of any epoch, but
less unsatisfactorily representing our own fashions than those of a
hundred years ago. Another phenomenon, still more strikingly modern,
was a package of lucifer matches, which, in old times, would have been
thought actually to borrow their instantaneous flame from the nether
fires of Tophet.
In short, to bring the matter at once to a point, it was
incontrovertibly evident that somebody had taken the shop and fixtures
of the long-retired and forgotten Mr. Pyncheon, and was about to renew
the enterprise of that departed worthy, with a different set of
customers. Who could this bold adventurer be? And, of all places in the
world, why had he chosen the House of the Seven Gables as the scene of
his commercial speculations?
We return to the elderly maiden. She at length withdrew her eyes from
the dark countenance of the Colonel’s portrait, heaved a sigh,—indeed,
her breast was a very cave of Aolus that morning,—and stept across the
room on tiptoe, as is the customary gait of elderly women. Passing
through an intervening passage, she opened a door that communicated
with the shop, just now so elaborately described. Owing to the
projection of the upper story—and still more to the thick shadow of the
Pyncheon Elm, which stood almost directly in front of the gable—the
twilight, here, was still as much akin to night as morning. Another
heavy sigh from Miss Hepzibah! After a moment’s pause on the threshold,
peering towards the window with her near-sighted scowl, as if frowning
down some bitter enemy, she suddenly projected herself into the shop.
The haste, and, as it were, the galvanic impulse of the movement, were
really quite startling.
Nervously—in a sort of frenzy, we might almost say—she began to busy
herself in arranging some children’s playthings, and other little
wares, on the shelves and at the shop-window. In the aspect of this
dark-arrayed, pale-faced, ladylike old figure there was a deeply tragic
character that contrasted irreconcilably with the ludicrous pettiness
of her employment. It seemed a queer anomaly, that so gaunt and dismal
a personage should take a toy in hand; a miracle, that the toy did not
vanish in her grasp; a miserably absurd idea, that she should go on
perplexing her stiff and sombre intellect with the question how to
tempt little boys into her premises! Yet such is undoubtedly her
object. Now she places a gingerbread elephant against the window, but
with so tremulous a touch that it tumbles upon the floor, with the
dismemberment of three legs and its trunk; it has ceased to be an
elephant, and has become a few bits of musty gingerbread. There, again,
she has upset a tumbler of marbles, all of which roll different ways,
and each individual marble, devil-directed, into the most difficult
obscurity that it can find. Heaven help our poor old Hepzibah, and
forgive us for taking a ludicrous view of her position! As her rigid
and rusty frame goes down upon its hands and knees, in quest of the
absconding marbles, we positively feel so much the more inclined to
shed tears of sympathy, from the very fact that we must needs turn
aside and laugh at her. For here,—and if we fail to impress it suitably
upon the reader, it is our own fault, not that of the theme, here is
one of the truest points of melancholy interest that occur in ordinary
life. It was the final throe of what called itself old gentility. A
lady—who had fed herself from childhood with the shadowy food of
aristocratic reminiscences, and whose religion it was that a lady’s
hand soils itself irremediably by doing aught for bread,—this born
lady, after sixty years of narrowing means, is fain to step down from
her pedestal of imaginary rank. Poverty, treading closely at her heels
for a lifetime, has come up with her at last. She must earn her own
food, or starve! And we have stolen upon Miss Hepzibah Pyncheon, too
irreverently, at the instant of time when the patrician lady is to be
transformed into the plebeian woman.
In this republican country, amid the fluctuating waves of our social
life, somebody is always at the drowning-point. The tragedy is enacted
with as continual a repetition as that of a popular drama on a holiday,
and, nevertheless, is felt as deeply, perhaps, as when an hereditary
noble sinks below his order. More deeply; since, with us, rank is the
grosser substance of wealth and a splendid establishment, and has no
spiritual existence after the death of these, but dies hopelessly along
with them. And, therefore, since we have been unfortunate enough to
introduce our heroine at so inauspicious a juncture, we would entreat
for a mood of due solemnity in the spectators of her fate. Let us
behold, in poor Hepzibah, the immemorial lady—two hundred years old,
on this side of the water, and thrice as many on the other,—with her
antique portraits, pedigrees, coats of arms, records and traditions,
and her claim, as joint heiress, to that princely territory at the
eastward, no longer a wilderness, but a populous fertility,—born, too,
in Pyncheon Street, under the Pyncheon Elm, and in the Pyncheon House,
where she has spent all her days,—reduced. Now, in that very house, to
be the hucksteress of a cent-shop.
This business of setting up a petty shop is almost the only resource of
women, in circumstances at all similar to those of our unfortunate
recluse. With her near-sightedness, and those tremulous fingers of
hers, at once inflexible and delicate, she could not be a seamstress;
although her sampler, of fifty years gone by, exhibited some of the
most recondite specimens of ornamental needlework. A school for little
children had been often in her thoughts; and, at one time, she had
begun a review of her early studies in the New England Primer, with a
view to prepare herself for the office of instructress. But the love of
children had never been quickened in Hepzibah’s heart, and was now
torpid, if not extinct; she watched the little people of the
neighborhood from her chamber-window, and doubted whether she could
tolerate a more intimate acquaintance with them. Besides, in our day,
the very ABC has become a science greatly too abstruse to be any longer
taught by pointing a pin from letter to letter. A modern child could
teach old Hepzibah more than old Hepzibah could teach the child.
So—with many a cold, deep heart-quake at the idea of at last coming
into sordid contact with the world, from which she had so long kept
aloof, while every added day of seclusion had rolled another stone
against the cavern door of her hermitage—the poor thing bethought
herself of the ancient shop-window, the rusty scales, and dusty till.
She might have held back a little longer; but another circumstance, not
yet hinted at, had somewhat hastened her decision. Her humble
preparations, therefore, were duly made, and the enterprise was now to
be commenced. Nor was she entitled to complain of any remarkable
singularity in her fate; for, in the town of her nativity, we might
point to several little shops of a similar description, some of them in
houses as ancient as that of the Seven Gables; and one or two, it may
be, where a decayed gentlewoman stands behind the counter, as grim an
image of family pride as Miss Hepzibah Pyncheon herself.
It was overpoweringly ridiculous,—we must honestly confess it,—the
deportment of the maiden lady while setting her shop in order for the
public eye. She stole on tiptoe to the window, as cautiously as if she
conceived some bloody-minded villain to be watching behind the
elm-tree, with intent to take her life. Stretching out her long, lank
arm, she put a paper of pearl-buttons, a jew’s-harp, or whatever the
small article might be, in its destined place, and straightway vanished
back into the dusk, as if the world need never hope for another glimpse
of her. It might have been fancied, indeed, that she expected to
minister to the wants of the community unseen, like a disembodied
divinity or enchantress, holding forth her bargains to the reverential
and awe-stricken purchaser in an invisible hand. But Hepzibah had no
such flattering dream. She was well aware that she must ultimately come
forward, and stand revealed in her proper individuality; but, like
other sensitive persons, she could not bear to be observed in the
gradual process, and chose rather to flash forth on the world’s
astonished gaze at once.
The inevitable moment was not much longer to be delayed. The sunshine
might now be seen stealing down the front of the opposite house, from
the windows of which came a reflected gleam, struggling through the
boughs of the elm-tree, and enlightening the interior of the shop more
distinctly than heretofore. The town appeared to be waking up. A
baker’s cart had already rattled through the street, chasing away the
latest vestige of night’s sanctity with the jingle-jangle of its
dissonant bells. A milkman was distributing the contents of his cans
from door to door; and the harsh peal of a fisherman’s conch shell was
heard far off, around the corner. None of these tokens escaped
Hepzibah’s notice. The moment had arrived. To delay longer would be
only to lengthen out her misery. Nothing remained, except to take down
the bar from the shop-door, leaving the entrance free—more than
free—welcome, as if all were household friends—to every passer-by,
whose eyes might be attracted by the commodities at the window. This
last act Hepzibah now performed, letting the bar fall with what smote
upon her excited nerves as a most astounding clatter. Then—as if the
only barrier betwixt herself and the world had been thrown down, and a
flood of evil consequences would come tumbling through the gap—she fled
into the inner parlor, threw herself into the ancestral elbow-chair,
and wept.
Our miserable old Hepzibah! It is a heavy annoyance to a writer, who
endeavors to represent nature, its various attitudes and circumstances,
in a reasonably correct outline and true coloring, that so much of the
mean and ludicrous should be hopelessly mixed up with the purest pathos
which life anywhere supplies to him. What tragic dignity, for example,
can be wrought into a scene like this! How can we elevate our history
of retribution for the sin of long ago, when, as one of our most
prominent figures, we are compelled to introduce—not a young and lovely
woman, nor even the stately remains of beauty, storm-shattered by
affliction—but a gaunt, sallow, rusty-jointed maiden, in a long-waisted
silk gown, and with the strange horror of a turban on her head! Her
visage is not even ugly. It is redeemed from insignificance only by the
contraction of her eyebrows into a near-sighted scowl. And, finally,
her great life-trial seems to be, that, after sixty years of idleness,
she finds it convenient to earn comfortable bread by setting up a shop
in a small way. Nevertheless, if we look through all the heroic
fortunes of mankind, we shall find this same entanglement of something
mean and trivial with whatever is noblest in joy or sorrow. Life is
made up of marble and mud. And, without all the deeper trust in a
comprehensive sympathy above us, we might hence be led to suspect the
insult of a sneer, as well as an immitigable frown, on the iron
countenance of fate. What is called poetic insight is the gift of
discerning, in this sphere of strangely mingled elements, the beauty
and the majesty which are compelled to assume a garb so sordid.
Nathaniel Hawthorne — text from Project Gutenberg (eBook #77)
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